Friday, April 23, 2010

Seeing the doctor

Today is "go to the doctor" day. Ohhhhh how fun. It's funny, part of me wants to run to the doctor and demand help and another part of me is pulling the other way saying...NNOOOOOOOOOOOO run, run away fast! The main thoughts are these...

They really don't care, you are just patient #3 for the day.

They are not trying to find the answers, they are trying to push the pills that the guy in the suit with the big pharmaceutical sample bag, in the waiting room is pushing.

They don't really listen, and definitely don't understand.

If they change your meds you're gonna be all "woo-woo" and what will your personality be like then?

Those are just a few of the things racing around my head. Needless to say, I am thrilled to be going! I will update on how things go.


  1. "push the pills" is my experience with psychiatry.

  2. I believe firmly despite being diagnosed as Bipolar that a human being has choices. I also believe that there is no one who is qualified to dissect my personality accept for God and since he made us in His image then perhaps God is bipolar too. It seems we are in great company with people who are bipolar. If other people were inquisitive enough to go through therapy then perhaps they, too, would be labeled with some kind of Milady or two. So, the thing is too recognize your weaknesses and strengths and then just go on living. It is never good to dwell.



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