Seeing the doctor

Today is "go to the doctor" day. Ohhhhh how fun. It's funny, part of me wants to run to the doctor and demand help and another part of me is pulling the other way saying...NNOOOOOOOOOOOO run, run away fast! The main thoughts are these...

They really don't care, you are just patient #3 for the day.

They are not trying to find the answers, they are trying to push the pills that the guy in the suit with the big pharmaceutical sample bag, in the waiting room is pushing.

They don't really listen, and definitely don't understand.

If they change your meds you're gonna be all "woo-woo" and what will your personality be like then?


Those are just a few of the things racing around my head. Needless to say, I am thrilled to be going! I will update on how things go.